cold cold cold

my jeans are getting looser.


i know plenty of people that would hate on me because i'm losing weight but i assure you i wish just the opposite was happening. i don't like having my ass crack show or my collar bones sticking out. i haven't liked any pictures of me recently; i look so frail. i was counting on winter break to give me a break but i still feel just as busy with other things like holiday shopping, cleaning and what not.


i just want to fit in my jeans again.

and while i'm at it,
i'd like my hair to stop falling out too.